The Mixup.

We walk past each other as if we haven't been hurting
Forgetting time has granted us this mystical journey
Hiding our experiences due to pride
Forgetting we are living under the same sky
Silently carrying around darkness and sorrow
Fighting battles not promising tomorrow
Losing focus on all that is good
Leading souls to be misunderstood

-SMG

June 7th.

I loved you every second of the day
A devoted heart gone to waste
Though the outcome was far from ideal
I still can't seem to change how I feel
Walking away to save myself from the chaos
An unavoidable loss
A shattered wall of glass
Praying for the day this heartache will pass.

-SMG

Trial & Error

So tell me why you're here
Your temporary presence is what I truly fear
The typical routine
The one that leaves me intrigued & gives you cold feet
I'm well aware of it all
It starts with a step & ends with a fall
We weren't meant to turn out this way
Not here to argue or blame
Nor am I here to entertain
I see the disconnect in your eyes
The miscommunication and the lies
Tell me, is it worth one more try?

-SMG

1.

Tired of the ones avoiding love
The ones fearful of whats to come
Not accepting what has been done
Yearning for the one who's willing to commit
For him I would willingly submit
Elevate him like never before
Not once having to ask for more  
All this stored light and energy
Patiently waiting to be his remedy

-SMG
 

The Wave.

Be patient with me
I'm not as numb as I look
To be honest I'm just hurt
Hurt from the past, present & future
Hurt knowing there is no cure

I've been hit by this black wave
Causing me to feel far too much pain
I can't tell you when it's coming
but when it arrives there's no point in running

It washes over my entire soul
for reasons unknown
you won't be able to see it
but if you try to get close you just might feel it

I just ask that you remember how I am on my "happy days"
The days that make it easy for you to stay
The days when I have more than enough words to say 
Have sympathy, for I didn't ask to be this way

- SMG 

Dating someone who suffers from depression is not an easy task. Patience and strength are required more than ever. I wrote this poem years ago to help others understand what their loved ones are going through and so on..  1-800-273-8255.

360.

It was I who needed to grow
my heart needed to mold
you gave me your hand
& I foolishly chose to let go
forgive me my lover,
for selfishly choosing another
for bringing you all this trouble
it was you all along
the one worth it all
the tables haven't just turned
they have left a dent forever in my soul
still hopelessly waiting for your return
never meant for this love to burn 

- SMG 

Blindspot.

I had you on a pedestal called denial
Gave no effort at all, yet you were still admired
Unable to comprehend the true meaning behind your actions
Refused to see your ill intended schemes & tactics
Devoted my soul to your existence
Have yet to reach the phase of forgiveness.


-SMG